When I Was Sinking Down, Sinking Down!
Psalm 69
For the
director of music. To the tune of “Lilies.” Of David.
1 Save me, O God,
for the waters have come up to my neck.
2 I sink in the miry depths,
where there is no foothold.
I have come into the deep waters;
the floods engulf me.
3 I am worn out calling for help;
my throat is parched.
My eyes fail,
looking for my God.
4 Those who hate me without reason
outnumber the hairs of my head;
many are my enemies without cause,
those who seek to destroy me.
I am forced to restore
what I did not steal.
for the waters have come up to my neck.
2 I sink in the miry depths,
where there is no foothold.
I have come into the deep waters;
the floods engulf me.
3 I am worn out calling for help;
my throat is parched.
My eyes fail,
looking for my God.
4 Those who hate me without reason
outnumber the hairs of my head;
many are my enemies without cause,
those who seek to destroy me.
I am forced to restore
what I did not steal.
There are many times David felt
extreme sorrow, and felt abandoned by everyone including his friends. Even when he did something he felt was for
God, he was unjustly treated and unfairly persecuted. David compares the despair he felt to slow
rising of the waters up to his neck. And
like sinking into mud like quicksand, with no firm footing. And finally, the sudden flood which comes
suddenly and creates instant fear and leaves David crying out for help.
In addition, we see his physical
symptoms. His throat is parched from
crying out, and his eyes are weary for looking for God. David is crying out in the depth of his being. If you read the rest of the psalm, there are
things that David cries out that we hear in Jesus’ own betrayal and suffering
before he died on the cross. For example,
in verse 21, “They put gall in my food, and
gave me vinegar for my thirst.”
Since David was the greatest king in Israel, he was a forerunner of the
King of kings. Finally, we see the deep trust David has in the Lord when he
states,
29 But as for me, afflicted and in pain—
may your salvation, God, protect me.
may your salvation, God, protect me.
30 I will praise God’s name in song
and glorify him with thanksgiving.
and glorify him with thanksgiving.
There are times when we feel we are being
engulfed by turmoil and racked with anxiety and fear. Or, flooded with grief and tears. There are times when even those who we trust
seem absent, or worse yet have turned on us.
But the fact is in times like this we can cry out to God to deliver
us. It gives me a great sense of
strength when I am in a crisis big or small to know that I can cry out to God
and he will deliver me. Not always in
the way I think he should, but he is always there to be my rock. When we seem to be sinking, we can reach up to
the Rock that is above us. He will never
move. Then, like David we can praise and
thank God for never leaving or forsaking us!
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